me again. talking about my feelings again. (no reading required)
I stoped caring about stuff again. Feels so empty. Had a deep conversation with my friend, soo got some things straight. I don't want to chaise after somebody, I don't want Elzemko, he is such a «bulgarian». I'm over Bobby and Im glad it ended quiet and without any drama. I still want to talk to Daniel and see him all the time, but I'll try my best not to obsess over him and take him as a friend. Talking to my parents (especially my mom) make me more depressed than I already am. Have to cut those talks. Study is all I have left to do, even though its boring and I hate it. But if I won't do even this, I'll go crazy. May be its autumn and the weather that make me feel depressed or may be its the way I am. Not sure.
