mixed feelings
It is weird how I have all those feelings mixed up. I am not sure if I like him anymore and not sure if I don't. I like his attitude, his eyes, his worldview but at the same time it scares me. He doesn't trust people, he doesn't believe in something good happening sometime soon. He is different. He is smart. very smart.
May be we are too different? I know all those sayings that opposite sides attract and u gotta be different in order to be interesting for each other but there is STILL something that makes me think I was too fast with my decisions. Is it sad? A lil bit. I don't know how it will go. Right now I don't feel much...
