So let's get my heart organized(:
So let's get my heart organized here. I am over B.y. and I don't really think about him anymore. But I do admit (lil cofession), I was thinking about him yesterday, kinda missed him. I guess I was feeling lonely, so it was just a temporary feeling. I actually thought what if our relationship could work out...but then I realized it was a complete dumb idea and we couldn't. We are just different!
S.k. hmmmm I guess, I just need him as an object of sympathy? I just like the idea that I have someone to like because I always need those kind of people. I need to like someone or something. Just like a new chanel bag or a vintage pare of versace heels. You count them(;
D.l. this is the person I am confused the most with. I am not sure how I feel about him. I know that I think about him from time to time. But distance and time do their job. I am not as obsessed with him as I was before. I do still want to talk to him, see him, laugh with him. But I didn't do it in almost 2 weeks, which might be a good thing for me.
T.r. wellllll he is my past and you know how nostalgic you feel when, for example, you look at your old pictures or find a box, which was hidden underneath your bed. You are just curious what is inside of it and you feel, again, nostalgic. This is how I feel about him. Nothing serious.
E.o. ahah another example of my sympathy and nothing more than that. I don't even look at him or speak to him, orrr....like him. Once upon a time I realized how dumb he was and the cupid arrow just naturally fell out of my heart! LMAO
Sooooo to wrap it up, I do not have anything serious going on in my heart, which is, kind of upsetting. But I liked the quote I heard in today's movie. Love is never planned. You don't choose who to love, it just happens. I guess, I'll stick to it for now...
