sorry for being broken..
For N.
I am sorry for not believing in your relationships. I am sorry for not keeping up the conversation when you say how much you like him and what he said. I wish you just knew, somehow felt, that I am broken. I stoped believing in love and sencerity of the relationships long time ago. Everytime you say what he said and how good he makes you feel, it hurts me because it makes me bring up some memories I wish to forget.
I want you to love. I hope you love.
May be I already had some experience in what you have right now, not a good one. This is why, may be, I don't trust them.
Anyway, you won't read this for sure but it's not about you, it's about me...
It sucks.
damn right, it does...