update 09/26/12
I am sick. Got this cold or whatever you call it. My throat hurts. Woke up with this pain this morning. Missed the Astronomy class (it is boring anyway). Survived today, did my nails, eating big bon right now. Yes, this is how my life is lately. Boring. Depressing. Sometimes nice. Weird. Pointless. Dissapointing. Desperate. A bit optimistic, but that is alll I have for now.
I want to live.
I am sick. I wish I had someone near me, caring about me, telling me everything will be ok, snuggling my pain away. I want to feel like a little girl again, when your parents take care of you and you rely on them and world looks so pretty. I miss them. I want to go home. All I do right now is being sick and eating shit. All by myself...
