UPDATE. about him.
It didn’t seem to be like that when I first met him. Green eyes, pale skin, nice smile. Nothing made me think he could be different. But he is very different. His depression makes me depressed. His disappointment in life makes me disappointed. Is that the way relationships should be? I don’t think so! Smoking weed is not an answer or a way to solve your problems because they will never disappear that way. Never. Quitting job just because you don’t like it or you don’t like to be told what to do is irresponsible! It’s what kids do when they don’t like the game or get bored. They just quit. If it is so easy for him to quit a job or a program, won’t it be as easy for him to quit relationships? Just because he won’t like something in them or will get bored? He is definitely not a fighter. You have to fight for something you love and care about because otherwise you will never get it!
Am I judging him too much? I know I am not perfect as well but do I really need all that drama on top of my drama? Or am I quitting? Just like him…
I don’t feel happy with him. I don’t feel protected, and that is what I need in relationships. What should I do? Should I quit?
Or may be it is better to get to know him in person. No relationships, just friendship? Just to see what will happen. He might be a good friend.
