Why do I feel so lonely?
Why do I feel so lonely? Can't really answer this question. I just do and it drives me crazy. I keep thinking about how lonely I am and how my life is not as interesting as it could be...I have/may b had my best friend back at my country but we don't talk as often and it seems that we got so distant and we don't have smth in common anymore. goshh how come this happened? It seemed like we were laughing just yesterday having fun and goofing off and now it's over! I still prefer to think that I have friends in other countries where I lived before but distance makes its job and relationships are not as tight.
Right now I'm at the university and I don't really have friends. Or may b I don't consider some ppl as my friends? May be the problem is in myself? Sometimes I feel like I don't even want to make friends and I just don't care and I hate that because deep inside me some voice says I NEED A FRIEND! I had one here and he kinda betraid me. He thinks he is cooler than me and I'm not sociable. Could a GOOD friend do that? May be we weren't even friends...i don't know...
This stupid Valentine's day makes it worse. Even though I say I don't want anyone I know that I do and I just keep lying to myself...
I don't think any of you would comment that but anyway...just expressing my feelings...
Hope everything will change!
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Right now I'm at the university and I don't really have friends. Or may b I don't consider some ppl as my friends? May be the problem is in myself? Sometimes I feel like I don't even want to make friends and I just don't care and I hate that because deep inside me some voice says I NEED A FRIEND! I had one here and he kinda betraid me. He thinks he is cooler than me and I'm not sociable. Could a GOOD friend do that? May be we weren't even friends...i don't know...
This stupid Valentine's day makes it worse. Even though I say I don't want anyone I know that I do and I just keep lying to myself...
I don't think any of you would comment that but anyway...just expressing my feelings...
Hope everything will change!
