Forget all the posts I wrote about my parents! I miss them! This is it. All I have for now...is a painful heartache. I am extremelyyy homesick and want to go homeeee! Why can't I just be home with my mom and dad and brother?!  Yesterday I was crying like a big baby. I know, it is kinda embarassing but I can't help it. Tears are just there and I can't stop them. All I want is just to be with my family!

• 1. What is your best friends name? Elmira 
• 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? pink
• 3. What are you listening to right now? «Let it snow» by Frank Sinatra
• 4. Whats your favorite number? 9
• 5. What was the last thing you ate? Cereal
• 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Purple or Ocean colored one(:
• 7. How is the weather right now? IT IS SNOWWWWWINGGGGG! YAYYY!
• 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? I didn't talk to anyone on the phone for almost 4 months
• 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Face and body
• 10. Do you have a significant other? =( noo..
• 11. Favorite TV show? A lot! Gossip girl, New Girl, Revenge, Switchet at birth, PLL, etc
• 12. Siblings? Yesss, lil bro Ali
• 13. Height? 170 I think
• 14. Hair color? brown
• 15. Eye Color? brown
• 16. Do you wear contacts? nope but I want green or hazel ones!
• 17. Favorite Holiday? Christmaaaaaasssss!
• 18. Month? April
• 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? yes lol
• 20. What was the last movie you watched? hmmm..Love, Wedding, Marriage 
• 21. Favorite Day of the Year? my birthday or christmas
• 22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? well I did it once, so I guess  I'm not(:
• 23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)? nooo
• 24. Hugs or Kisses? BOTH please?
• 25. Chocolate or Vanilla? CHOCOLATEE!
• 26. Do you want your friends to respond to this? I don't think my friends r reading this
• 27. Who is most likely to respond to a text from you? the one who Im texting to
• 28. Who is least likely to respond to a text from you? the one who Im not texting to
• 29. What books are you reading? i don't really like books, but I guess smtimes I do read romantic novels or stuff like that
• 30. Piercings? don't have any
• 31. Favorite movies? Public enemies, 500 days of summer, The Help, Proposal, Blind side
• 32. Favorite football Team? ehh not really into football
• 33. What are you doing right now? this is a stupid question, answering those q-ns of course! instead of writing my 2000words essay.
• 34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? butter
• 37. Dogs or cats? myau myau^^
• 38. Favorite flower? roses
• 39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do? i guess, i can't really remember right now but I know there was smth
• 40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex? no, had one but not anymore
• 41. Have you ever loved someone? i guess, if that was love...
• 42. Who would you like to see right now? my parents
• 43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten? no i have them on fb but this is as far as it is.
• 44. Have you ever fired a gun? no, but I would like to!
• 45. Do you like to travel by plane? I used to but now its too tiring
• 46. Right-handed or Left-handed? right-handed
• 47. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2
• 48. Are you missing someone? yes...
• 49. Do you have a tattoo? No but Im planning to do one..or two, although my parents don't want me to.
• 50. Anybody on Tumblr that you'd go on a date with? LOL, no, I don't know ppl on tumlr. but hey, IM me if u want, I like to meet new ppl(;

OG, Finals are here! Where did the whole semester go?? Had Astronomy today. I'd be lucky if I even get 40%, mamma mia, my parents are gonna kill me.

Otherwise I didn't do anything productive today. Actually I skyped a lot of ppl. Which is good, have to remember that I have friends out there too. So Yay to Skype Day! Wtf?
Have to do smth productive today! Something! C'mon Karina, you can do it! 

Did you notice how WE make SOMEONE important? We talk about that person all the time, want to know what's up with him or her, making this person part of our life! Soo, if you want to throw away this person from your head or at least try to, or just REALLY don't care about him and not just make it seem so, forget about him, stop discussing his life and thinking about him. As simple as that!

• 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Nope lol, that'd be weird
• 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? yesterday yes, today no.
• 3. Have you taken someones virginity? neee
• 4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yes, if there is no trust, there is no relationships
• 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? I don't really like anyone right now, so...no
• 6. What are you excited for? Im super excited to go home for holidays!!!
• 7. What happened tonight? Tonight...khm, khm...very interesting things....I ate and then did my home work(;
• 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?When they get wasted and act like sluts yes, just in general no.
• 9. Is confidence cute? VERY
• 10. What is the last beverage you had? Red wine. it was really good actually!
• 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? like 1-2
• 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? not just one pair
• 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? today is Saturday night! so nothing, I have finals to prepare for, so yeah… pretty much boring.
• 14. What are you going to spend money on next? I need to buy stuff for my trip
• 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? no=(
• 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? if I didn't change for past 2 years, I don't think so!
• 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? my friends.
• 18. The last time you felt broken? couple months ago
• 19. Have you had sex today? eheh noo
• 20. Are you starting to realize anything? ????
• 21. Are you in a good mood? neither. kinda bored
• 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? no, i hate sharks
• 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? yesss(: Ima daddy's girl(:
• 24. What do you want right this second? I want to go home! Right now!
• 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? You, bitch! We are breaking up!
• 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? not really
• 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? NOUPE
• 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? My lil brother(: such a cutie!
• 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? Yes, my parents and brother
• 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? I think so...
• 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? No
• 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? Well, I do not have any serious feelings towards anyone, so no he doesn't(:
• 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? I did it 2 weeks ago (my bad) but generally I don't cz I think its bad for my already bad skin.
• 34. Listening to? music and my heart!
• 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? yeah i do
• 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? park
• 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? I want to, but I think no
• 38. Who did you last call? i don't use my cellphone here, so by skype to my sister.
• 39. Who was the last person you danced with? ohhh ppl in the club
• 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? cz I liked him
• 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? WCUSA lol
• 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? No, they are far away
• 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? A lot(:
• 44. Do you tan in the nude? nehhh
• 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? No
• 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? No
• 47. Who was the last person to call you? OMG this is getting boring.
• 48. Do you sing in the shower? When the mood s good.
• 49. Do you dance in the car? How? No. Well...sometimes
• 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? No. But I would on many ppl, actually! lol
• 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? long time ago
• 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? No? They r awesome!
• 53. Is Christmas stressful? Kidding? Its the best time of the year!
• 54. Ever eat a pierogi? Yeah, my friend made them for me(: Liked them(:
• 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Cherry pie
• 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Animal doctor, designer
• 57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yeah I do
• 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? A LOT!
• 59. Take a vitamin daily? NOPE!
• 60. Wear slippers? YES!
• 61. Wear a bath robe? NO
• 62. What do you wear to bed? PJS
• 63. First concert? don't remember
• 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target!
• 65. Nike or Adidas? Nike!
• 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Fritos!
• 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts!
• 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Mine, White Horse
• 69. Ever take dance lessons? Never
• 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Businessman, actor
• 71. Can you curl your tongue?yesss
• 72. Ever won a spelling bee? nooo
• 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Once or twice
• 74. What is your favorite book? Don't really have favorite. Ugly truth: Don't really like books in general
• 75. Do you study better with or without music? Without
• 76. Regularly burn incense? no
• 77. Ever been in love? not sure(:
• 78. Who would you like to see in concert? Muse or Green Day
• 79. What was the last concert you saw? i had this q-n already
• 80. Hot tea or cold tea? cold sweet tea in the summer and hot in the winter!
• 81. Tea or coffee? depends
• 82. Favorite type of cookie? chocolate chip cookies
• 83. Can you swim well? I can't swim at all!
• 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes? Who can't?
• 85. Are you patient? Can be!
• 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? Band
• 87. Ever won a contest? Yes
• 88. Ever have plastic surgery? No
• 89. Which are better black or green olives? I don't like any of them
• 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Positive
• 91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room
• 92. Do you want to get married? Yes, not now though!

Did you ever think who your parents really are? What kind of people they are? Of course, when you are a child your dad is your hero, your mom is kind and nice fairy but as you grow up you realize that they are not as perfect as they seemed to be. No one is perfect, I know...but they don't even try to be (if that makes sense). You notice all those bad qualities in your closest people, and you don't want to be like them anymore. You don't feel like emulating them. You want to run away from them...However you don't choose your parents and you will become one, perhaps, even be just like one of them.

It feels like my parents don't even care about me. Why ask me to advice the doctor if you won't believe him anyway? so stupid, doesn't make any fucking sense! Ahhhhh so pissed off right now. I guess there is no one who actually cares about you in this world...

Женщина любого возраста с любой фигурой может выглядеть модно, современно. Начнем с цвета. Принято считать, что теплые тона (желтый, оранжевый и красный) полнят, а холодные (синий, зеленый) зрительно уменьшают объем фигуры. Значит, одна и та же фигура будет выше и тоньше в темном и ниже и полнее в светлом.
      При излишней полноте следует избегать разноцветности в костюме. Даже светлые перчатки при темном костюме могут зрительно сделать фигуру более широкой, а яркая поперечная отделка или пояс — укоротить рост.
     

Полной женщине нужно исключить из употребления ткани ярких расцветок и в крупную полосу, клетку или крупный рисунок. Они еще больше увеличат объем фигуры. Блестящие ткани полнят, а матовые делают фигуру стройнее. Легкие ткани идут молодым и хрупким женщинам. Ткань с резким и крупным горохом полнит. Использовать можно все цвета, но в приглушенном, мягком варианте.

      Для полных женщин рекомендуется одежда свободного покроя, полуприлегающая, не повторяющая линий фигуры, не слишком подчеркивающая ее формы. Затянутое в талии платье сделает бедра еще шире, а сильно обтягивающий лиф увеличит бюст. Но в очень широком платье женщина будет казаться еще полнее.

      Если у женщины длинная талия и короткие ноги, ей нужно шить платья с удлиненной талией. Также не следует делать узких юбок при полных ногах, чрезмерно пышных рукавов при широкой, приземистой фигуре. Цельнокроеный рукав или спущенное плечо в платье также зрительно расширяют плечи, а рукав реглан делает их уже.

      Линии покроя, застежки должны быть вертикальными. Они как бы удлиняют фигуру и сокращают ее объем. При широких бедрах и узких плечах нужно выбирать такие линии фасона, которые зрительно расширяют плечи или суживают бедра. Например, светлая блузка и темная юбка (не слишком узкая) зрительно расширят верх и сократят бедра.
      Вырез горловины нужно делать, учитывая овал лица и длину шеи. Узкий длинный вырез горловины удлинит шею, вырез широкий, но неглубокий расширит ее, а плечи сузит. Хороши для полных женщин платья цельнокроеные со строгими вертикальными линиями, небольшими воротниками, прямыми или расширенными книзу юбками жакеты однобортные с застежкой.

I, in my life, do not have any role models among my friends or family (well...may be except for my dad). I always needed someone who could inspire me and make me want to achieve more and more! However I never found that kind of person. For now, the time when I am still developing my mind, body and style, I only have several people from TV shows or youtube channels. Here they are:

• Annie Jaffrey from youtube channel:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fhxwpxla-gQ&list=PLC347AB25F7E2CC47&feature=plpp_play_all

She is a great motivation for me. Gorgeous and smart at the same time, Annie gives amazing advice.

• Jessica from Hapa Time blog. www.hapatime.com/

She is stunning! I love her sense of style and her body is great!

• Blair Waldorf (and no, not Leighton Meester. She is a great actress but I more prefer Blair's personality than her's)

Amazing drop dead diva! Have nothing else to say! (If you don't know who Blair is watch Gossip Girl)

This is it for now. Will I be someone's role model one day? Let's pray for that))