Inner thoughts: I feel fat and I want a cake, s'il vous plait?
I just can't stop thinking about how fat I became. And I cannot stop eating either. I look at myself in the mirror and all I see is fat hanging out or those huge legs of mine. But no, don't get me wrong I do love myself and if someone would call me fat, I'd shove that person back to her mom's vagina! *Sorry* But I can't lie to myself, right?
Everyday I make a plan of eating clean, eating less, no sugar, gym, bla bla bla but the very next day I forget about all my promisses and eat that delicious mother chocolater! Maybe I have a food addiction? Maybe I lack motivation? Maybe I need to fall in love? Maybe I should stop BSing and start doing. Yeah, that sounds like a better plan! Watch me start it tomorrow! hah! SEE! I don't even want to start...Ahh, ok, I am leaving now. Promise not to eat anything
