Edith Piaf! Богиня всех картавых! Хочу хочу говорить «Р» как онаааа!

OK. so I am completely and absolutely sick of the way I live my life. Here is the plan, or you can call it tips, for my nearest future.

1. You are who you are. You can not change yourself. Instead of being upset with yourself and wanting to be a different person, learn yourself and become friends with yourself. No matter how mad this sounds but BE YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND! Love, treat well, care and etc etc. You're gonna be the same person for your whole life. Your only life. So better not miss the opportunity to get yourself better and be somebody you can be proud of!

2. Care about how you look. Be a lady! Because you are! Nails polished, clothes clean, hair perfect!

3. Change your clothes as often as you can. I know this one will give me a hard time but I'll try my best. I know its so comfortable to wear one favorite Tee and shorts but there are so many clothes you own, so wear them!

4. Get fit. Clothes always look good on good body. You might like your body but I think you're just lazy BUT you have to get healthy looking body not just because it looks good(AND IT TOTALLY DOES!) but because you will feel better too!

5. When going to the grocery store buy only food you need. You don't need all that freakelicious chocolaty awesome cakes! yes yes I know you want them, but you'll look better in your new dress if you don't buy them!

6. A's don't come just like that! Study because you have a brother and parents who trust you!

7. Alcohol may be fun but not all the time and not when you have to study!

8. You don't have to show how great you are to other people. There is nothing worse than whanabe! You know you are awesome and thats what makes you awesome!

Read that everytime you forget you are Karina A. and there is nothing that is more important than that!<3

xoxo Yourself (p.s. your BFF!)

My ex-friend became so arrogant. another example of changing people. I liked more what he used to be but I guess now it doesn't matter...(:

It didn’t seem to be like that when I first met him. Green eyes, pale skin, nice smile. Nothing made me think he could be different. But he is very different. His depression makes me depressed. His disappointment in life makes me disappointed. Is that the way relationships should be? I don’t think so! Smoking weed is not an answer or a way to solve your problems because they will never disappear that way. Never. Quitting job just because you don’t like it or you don’t like to be told what to do is irresponsible! It’s what kids do when they don’t like the game or get bored. They just quit. If it is so easy for him to quit a job or a program, won’t it be as easy for him to quit relationships? Just because he won’t like something in them or will get bored? He is definitely not a fighter. You have to fight for something you love and care about because otherwise you will never get it!

Am I judging him too much? I know I am not perfect as well but do I really need all that drama on top of my drama? Or am I quitting? Just like him…

I don’t feel happy with him. I don’t feel protected, and that is what I need in relationships. What should I do? Should I quit?

Or may be it is better to get to know him in person. No relationships, just friendship? Just to see what will happen. He might be a good friend.

OMGoshhhhhhhhh! I gotta get skinnyyyyy!!! Im so fat!!! GET SKINNY! GET SKINNY! GET SKINNY!

*STOP EATING AFTER....8?!(:

*STOP EATING SWEET JUNK FOOD!

*EXERCISE! 

Borina? ahah how cute! or am I being desperate???

his thoughts scare me even though I say they don't but they dooo...a lot...he is so complicated...

When did I stop caring about things? The only thing I care about is sleep and watch the latest episode of Awkward… How sad is that? I guess I don't care

I love you my mypage bloggers(: U know all my dirty lil secrets...

What if...he feels the same towards me. and he also thinks it is stupid and pointless. I don't want him to think like that. I don't understand myself right now